What I see in a mirror
So apart from the obvious I hate every single thing about my body. I remember breaking down when someone said to me name 3 things you like about your body it was like someone said to me “kill everyone and anything that meant something to you”. Where I have an OCD I over think things way to much for example you know that Dettol advert where they zoom up on the surfaces and its like millions of germs crawling around well I see things like that day to day but when it comes to my body I don’t know if I have just watched way to many programmes about people getting liposuction but with my body I see like yellow fat just there hanging on me. This in itself is motivation for me to get skinny so I don’t have that anymore it literally terrifies the life out of me. Anyway bit of a random post xxx
